Monday, November 12, 2012

12:39

(#Sufjan Steven, To Be Alone with you)

I've been missing things in my life.. not things I want to of course.
Am I missing out? I don't think so most times this thought crosses my mind.
But I miss some people that have brought me to this point in my life.
I know that they are in the past for reasons.. things that have deserved them those places. In the past.
But I miss them. The smiles. The familiar things.. I'm not sure. I feel unresolved.
I wish I could keep certain things about them, and lose the rest.
This is a lost cause, honestly.
I'm happier now than I have ever been. (in some ways)
I need creativity when none exists within myself.
I need motivation when none exists within myself.
I need more and less, all at the same time.


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